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An epiphany...

Being surrounded by:

- Friends
- Guide
- Loved ones....
- my bliss :-)

Losing my soul does 'nt matter to me.... If you stay, I don't need heaven!


"How sweet, how passing sweet is solitude."
But grant me still a friend in my retreat,
Whom I may whisper--Solitude is sweet."
- William Cowper

Attraction vs intimidation (An Extension to the previous post)

I was still wondering on all my possibilities to handle this situation, when he said –
“Tell me one thing, do you really like the taste of cough syrup and cough drops so much?”
Now what kind of question was that and where did it come from? - I gave a confusing look to him, since I was still not sure of my voice.
He simply rolled his eyes and said – “Look at yourself”
I followed his words immediately and saw myself. I was thoroughly drenched in the rain, that was now showering heavily on us and then suddenly I started feeling cold to the point that I began to shiver.
It was so foolish at the first place to have a walk in the rain, and so stupid of me, to not even notice getting drenched, when I was with him. Had I lost my senses or what?
My face might have portrayed my sudden comeback to the reality, because I could see his lips smirking at me; I gritted my teeth.
“Let us get back to your place. We anyway have the whole evening to decide that.” He simply turned around and I noticed after som…

Ending of a dream? .. Or the beginning of a nightmare?

"Can we go for a walk please? If you don't mind.." He said, the moment I turned back to go to my room.
My heart skipped a beat for a nanosecond; I still don't know if it was the rage or the shock that made me stop. I turned back to look at him.
I couldn't have believed him saying this to me, if I myself had not turned and watched him speaking the last few words
"Please!" He said; it was so difficult to know anything from his face.
I sighed and nodded.
We started walking slowly and I noticed that it had started drizzling outside.
"Why did you have to lie to me?" I said slowly, not looking at him but could feel that expressionless stare on my face.
"What else do you expect me to do?" he said, prolonging his stare without blinking.
I considered the question and felt more frustrated for not getting any decent answer to it myself.
"Forget it.. So, what do you want now?" I blurted out, unable to keep my composure.
"What are you doing…

Do I dazzle you?

"Perfect." He flashed his gleaming smile, dazing her momentarily.
"Um" — she shook her head, blinking — "your server will be right out." She walked away unsteadily.
"You really shouldn't do that to people," I criticized. "It's hardly fair."
"Do what?"
"Dazzle them like that — she's probably hyperventilating in the kitchen right now."
He seemed confused.
"Oh, come on," I said dubiously. "You have to know the effect you have on people."
He tilted his head to one side, and his eyes were curious. "I dazzle people?"
"You haven't noticed? Do you think everybody gets their way so easily?"
He ignored my questions. "Do I dazzle you?"
"Frequently," I admitted.